Abide With Me


Abide With Me

This article first appeared  in “The Record”  – Australia   June 2, 2012

In addressing the United Nations prayer breakfast, Ravi Zacharias the Christian apologist, asked a simple question: “How do you reach a generation that listens with its eyes and thinks with its feelings?” It’s a profound question that should not simply be addressed to leaders outside the church, but to each of us in the church. As earth’s history is rapidly approaching its conclusion, many of us have come to accept “feelings” as our guide to “truth.” And in no area is this more true, than in the field of human sexuality.

Since the sexual revolution broke out in the west, society has been pressured over and over again to abandon its sexual standards largely based on Christian ideals. First we were told that sex outside of marriage was not only morally acceptable, but a healthy part of human development. Then we were told that the idea of a lifetime commitment in marriage was an oppressive anachronism. It was a short line from there to adopt the posture that human life so inconveniently created outside of stable relationships was expendable. And then came the gay rights movement with the message that homosexual sex is not only natural, but it is morally good.

I, like many gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender (GLBT) people, believed the new message of sexual liberation. After almost 40 years living an active gay lifestyle, however, I have come to a very different conclusion. I’ve seen my friends die, I’ve heard the heart cries of people caught in complete hopelessness that comes with a cold permissiveness, and I heard over and over again the love of my Father calling me back to a life of obedience. Today I know that the opposite of “homosexuality” is not heterosexuality as many are inclined to believe, rather it is holiness. It is the holy and wholly encompassing love of God that can fill the gaping chasm in our lives and give us the healing we all so desperately need from the sin that plagues all of us.

The narrative formed by gay rights activists, however, is finding an echo among those in the church who believe by ignoring sin, they are extending love. They are not. It is true that God loves us just the way we, regardless of our sin – and every person, homosexual, heterosexual or asexual can be deeply thankful for that. But it is not true that God leaves us desperately mired in behavior that destroys us physically, emotionally and spiritually.

Jesus desires something more from all who have been born with a sinful nature.  He wants us to develop an intimate relationship with Him and invite the Holy Spirit to bring about change in our lives. But the change He promises us is not about making a gay person straight, any more than it is about making heterosexuals who struggle with lust into asexual beings who have no desire at all. No, it is more complex than that, but no less remarkable.  

When I immersed myself in getting to know Christ and submitted my will to Him, many amazing changes begin to take place. He took over and revealed His perfect plan – a plan completely consistent with His revealed word, not a plan based on subjective feelings and emotive appeals that is at jarring odds with His revelation.  He promises that as we trust and abide in Him, we become more like Him. The more we love Him, the more we are drawn to His holiness.

For decades many same-sex attracted people have experienced the silence on the topic of homosexuality by the church. In that silence, many have left the church without knowing what God desires of them. Some have come to question whether or not God even loves them, accepts them, whether they are so broken they cannot be saved. Some have been treated like lepers – shunned, scorned and neglected as if their sexual temptations are somehow more sinful than everyone else’s. Others believe that God loves them, but begin to wrap God around self and live according to subjective truths rather than responding to God’s love with a desire to obey Him.

But praise God, there are those who have been reached through divine intervention and are claiming His victory and healing today. I am such an individual, “as were some of you.”  Today, God has a ministry through me.  He preserved me, and precious others, for such a time as this. Often it is not until we are cornered in the dark that we are able to hear that still small voice. Humility, while frequently painful can reveal light that seems to have been hidden by deception. When I was finally humbled before God, I recognized the voice of the Holy Spirit. My heart broke before God and I fell to my knees weeping and seeking His forgiveness. Where much if forgiven, there is much love, and today I love my Lord with my entire heart, soul and strength.

The clarity of what God revealed became awe-inspiring. Not just regarding homosexuality, but with regard to all sin and His request of us to lay it at His feet, seek and live in His righteousness. It’s a lot more difficult than it sounds. But it is rewarding beyond any earthly pleasure. Temptation remains my reminder of how much I need Jesus and how I immediately must call upon Him to be in charge of my mind and my decision-making. But temptation is not sin – sin occurs when we give in to temptation rather than trusting in our all-powerful Savior.

We are living in a world in which evil often appears to triumph and in which accepting God’s standards often make us a laughing stock, or worse, actively hated. I know that by writing this piece, I will be mocked, my character will be attacked, and I will receive yet another wave of hate mail. It is the least I can do, for a Savior who suffered much more on my account.

Today gay rights supporters often label anyone standing for a holy life a “bigot” or “homophobe.” They are the kinds of pejorative labels designed to marginalize and silence God’s call for obedience. I don’t believe that homophobia is the disapproval of someone’s lifestyle choices, but rather it is the refusal to reach out and share the love and gospel with the GLBT community. What kind of cold indifference would result in people who know God’s truth, who know His last day call to a loving, holy relationship, remaining silent as millions of people reject God and continue in sin? That isn’t love; that is a fear of homosexuality that is so strong, you prefer to see men and women lose their souls for eternity rather than have the strength of character to give an honest witness of grace, love, repentance and salvation. 

More than ever before, leaders, pastors and teachers need to be educated by those who have experienced and chosen to live a redeemed life in Jesus. As He directs our hearts under His influence we can all become the “New Creation” as described in 2 Corinthians 5:17. By recognizing His glory and authority we can choose to be called out of darkness and live in His marvelous light. 1 Peter 2:9. The church cannot afford to be afraid of GLBT people – we are, after all, just people. You can’t afford to be indifferent – we need the love and healing of the gospel as much as anyone. You can’t afford to be so prudish you can’t discuss openly the issue of sexual behavior. Everyone, everywhere is talking about it – and when the church is silent, when you are silent, it isn’t neutrality or prudence, its cowardice and indifference.

That said, this issue does require thought and care. Calling GLBT people horrible names or expecting people to somehow magically transpose their sexual orientation is not the right approach. Shunning or shaming is also very damaging. Accepting, loving, caring, while always honestly representing God’s call to an obedient life for all of us – that is the way Christ treated all sinners, and it is the path we must follow.

God is on the move. He is holding back the four winds. He is revealing His truth. He is calling His beloved sinners to come home. I frequently teach in my presentations that we cannot share what we do not have.  By engaging in an intimate relationship with Jesus, amazing changes occur. When we are living in a continual walk with Him, those we encounter will see Jesus in us and have a desire for the life He offers all.

Let those who you come in contact with see Jesus in your eyes and through your demonstration of His love. Live the love that draws the sin-sick soul into a relationship with Jesus. Christianity is not about “listening with our eyes, and thinking with our feelings.” But it is also not simply a prayer in the morning, evening and studying the Sabbath School lesson either. Victory and healing of all sin is in the continual, constant abiding in Him that results in a lifetime promise of true freedom, true acceptance, and true love.

Wayne Blakely

knowhisloveministries@gmail.com